Why do i have to create everytime i log in?

Well , just like the title says i am only offered the Create option everytime i log in, my old toon is gone??

Just try to get familiar with the system and try and save yourself the heartache and wait until things get sorted out with the beta.

FYI, they are supposed to be putting another patch in as soon as tomorrow potentially, and that's going to come with another wipe.  There may be several more wipes, for all we know, and we know there will be one at the end of beta before launch.  Best you can do now is test the Darkfall Unholy Wars gold game's systems and report bugs as they come up until things stabilize.  I wouldn't get attached to your items or progression.